Tuesday, January 21, 2014

Life

sometimes life can be unbearable. that's not how some people see it. but that's how i see it.. life isn't a game or a Farytale. life is just life. something that we all have. take a deep breath. think about this....... could this be my last? or my few final breaths? what will happen to me? better yet what will happen to my brother? my cousin? my mother? who will or what will happen to everything i have ever loved? cherished? laughed about or even cried over? that's how cruel life is. don't let people get in the way of your happiness cause i know how much that can hurt a person. have you ever wished about having something you know you can't have. for me it was wishing i had my dad in my life. no. i don't have a relationship with him. do i wish i do? no. frankly because he left me. i don't miss him but i wonder everyday what my life would be like with him. i wonder why he did what he did. but now i have grown up. an he is the looser not me! i won! i can now talk about it without wanting someone who should have always been there for me there.. did you grow up with a dad? if you did or you still are i only hope you treat him with respect. you never know when you will wake up an suddenly BOOM. you father is dead. or he packed all his things then left leaving you and your mother a note stating why he left.  so enjoy it cause life is a life that is a gift.
                                  Haylee M.